HE'S GONE ...

Hello Peeps,

sorry for lack of updates. Had many things on my mind now ...

i've lost someone dear to me ...

my godfather whom i'm close to, sorta my 2nd dad.

when i heard the news of his death,

im flooded with sadness, regrets and emptiness.

i know and i know that, people will die one day ..but it's hard to accept the reality of it when it hits u, all of a sudden. i though i was fine, until i saw him, lying there in the coffin ... and i know, when i greet him ..he will not answer back. he's gone, forever. hence this post, im gonna dedicated it to him, my loving and uber funny godfather, Jimmy Lim.

Dear ah Leh,

all these while, from the moment ah Bo accepted the offer of babysitting me, you have showered me with love and care. You have treated me like your second daughter. I remember those time ... each time you came back from sailing, you would take me out ...and spend time with me and ah Bo.

I remember ... when i was in kindergarten, you wake up early in the morning just to prepare my breakfast, which is our favourite, AMERICAN BREAKFAST. those sunnyside-up eggs, hams, toasted bread, sausage and orange juice. Then, you would send me to kindergarten on your old honda bike with me in between u and ahbo.

i remember ... those days when I always whining on going out, buy this and that and you would just gave in to me ...i remember those time when you would just sat there on the bench looking at me playing in the playground ...i remember those time when u would just sat down there and looked after me when i'm cycling.

i remember ...those time when each time you came back from sailing, you would bought me gifts and gave me money when you, yourself not enough to spend.

i know, ah leh. i have never spend much time with u ever since i've got to college. and i'm regretting it still, now. how i wish i can turn back time but ...i know i cannot. It broke my heart the last time i saw you ...as u looked ...shrunk and withering away. i know ...you would be leaving us soon but i always hope for not that soon.

ah leh, for the time i've lost, i will spend more time with ah bo and ming jie. I will, i promise. Cos i know deep down, no matter how many times u have argued with ah bo and even jie, you still love them and cherish them ...and i will for sure, take care of myself to make you proud of me as i live on my days. take care there and enjoy your "sailing", captain. I Love You, and the memories of us ...will live on ...in my mind ..and my heart.

love,

siewsiew.

it's painful to accept the fact that ...

i won't get to see him, touch him or hear his voice but then he is there ...in my heart,im sure.

sorry, such a sad post. im still ...emo-ing.mourning.grieving.whatever.

lost-in-the-memories,

nana.

TO JESSICA CHAI :)

This post is dedicated solely to JESSICA CHAI. :)

HAPPPIEEE BURFDAYYYY!!!

sorry la, wishing u later a bit haha but still i got heart to purporsely dedicated this updated to you because you know la, i'm such a busy girl here, so seldom update my post.

hence, i've decided to update 'cos IT"S YOUR B'DAY ehhehehehe!!!

anyways, here's goes the song:

HAPPIE BURFDAY TO YOU,

YOU ARE BORN IN THE ZOO,

WITH PAPA BEAR AND MAMA KANGAROO,

HAPPIE BURFDAY TO YOU!!!

GOD BLESS:)

without a further ado, here's your pressie from your LOVING sisters and bros - ME, SIMMY, JU and JOSH:

HAHAHAHHAHAAHHAAH just in case you din read pohsim's blog, so i've posted here.
LOADS OF LOVE FROM US. :) huggies!!

MISOEVIL,

Nana.

SO NOT ME.

i'm emo-fied.

i don't what exactly bothering me but im just, emo and confused.

heck, i feel like an oddball.

the more i think of what-might-happen-next, the more i do not want to face it ... i don't like changes in me. If is good, that's great. If it's bad, i'm doom.

Ppl who are older than me, no not the grandpa-old,OLD. but ppl with experience already, ppl who are socalled out in the REAL world told me that people will change when they started working which i am quite agree to it. i've seen how a person can turned totally rotten pumpkin once they get the glitsy position or some rotten pumpkins inject their virus into their blood vessle and WAHLAH, generated a new rotten pumpkin. haahahahahhaha

anyways, my point is ...

I DO NOT WANT TO BE THOSE ROTTEN PUMPKINS.

I WANNA BE FRESH JUICY PUMPKINS.

lil miss emo,

nana.

ALL I CAN THINK OF FOR NOW IS....

NACHOS!!!!!!!

haha. random but ever since that dinner i had with Abraham, Thanks mate for a great dinner, :) or maybe the lunch i had with my Pappie at Hard Rock Cafe *salivating*...

i just can't stop thinking bout it. It come and goes,teasing with my mind..with it's yummilicious cheese with sour cream ...and and guacamole...and and salsa sauce too.

MY GOSH. tell me la, who can resist NACHOS.

Heck,I CANNOT.

well, somehow i feel that i am going to have it soon, pretty soon, real soon ...vewy vewy soon!

parents coming down to KL, woot woot!>)

oh well, as for the Business Admin project, my group has decided to sell...

CHOCOLATE BROWNIES.

One of my group members, Marcus, he's the baker.
I've tasted it and it is really, really GOOD.

eh, not trying to give good comments aight, honestly it's good. YUMS.

I had a feeling we're gonna have GOOD business. mwehehehehehe

NOTICE:

well, i have just change my lay out, ppl. so somehow,

technically this blog is under construction, navigation wise.

Don't worry, updates memang ada hoho

so, soweee if it's a little confusing.

But then, please do bare with me for a little while cos i need to get use to the coding

hehehe thanks MWAHHHH!! :)

nachos maniac,
nana.

SEXY BACK....

Just like Mr. Boo.

On saturday, dearest simmy, anakku introduced us to her huggie wuggie cuddie Mr. Boo which she hug to sleep every night. Mr. Boo is so sexy and attractive that Josh and Ju were fighting for him ....TO PUT UNDER THEIR ARMPIT. hohohoho ...rofl. a few times Simmy tried to save her Mr. Boo but sadly, he kena violated secukup-cukupnya. :)

poor unfortunate soul. tsk tsk.

but, by the end of the days, everyone gets all excited for Mr.Boo. Everyone pretty much sayang Mr.Boo.

Pictures speaks a thousand words. so let us see how BAHAGIA Mr.Boo was in it.:)

TA DA!!!

Mr.Boo and the proud owner, Simmy who's my anak. cantikkan.

bribe me for her number then. hoho:)

Simmy, Mr.Boo and Lil Boy, Josh.

Ju the monster, Mr.Boo and yours truly.:)

Yours Truly and Mr.Boo gets all excited, so we decided to pounce on Anna. hoho >)

o.O my gosh, Mr.Boo even got Min to get all excited to eat him up while constipated Simmy looked on. haha.

Alas, Mr.Boo found his true love in Ju the Monster. oh we're so happy for you, Mr.Boo. hehe ... Happily ever after.

WE LOVE YOU MR.BOO!!! XOXOXO

LilMissCutie,

nana.

DESIRING A....

GISELE BUNDCHEN IPANEMA SANDALS

it's comfortable, it's chic and it's sexy.

aku mau aku mau aku mau.

aight, i know, it's like a last season thingy but heck,i love it.

i purposely waited until now, till it's not that popular, so i won't have to bump into another person wearing the same design. HOHOHOHO ...

talking about cunning :)

been searching high and low for it just now ... and, i can't find it. Actually found it in one of the shoe shop in BVII but then, IT IS IN BLACK COLOR!!!!

hmmm, not the color that i want but maybe that'll be my last resort. If i still can't find the color that i want, of cos.

GRRRR ... sigh. but then, i won't give up just yet, I SHALL OWN IT. going to search for it tomorrow again hehehehe ...

im loving it:)

desperate nyer,
nana.

INFECTED

BLOGGING...

lotsa people blog nowadays.

oh yeah, heck, it's like 8 out of 10 people i know, BLOG.

peer pressure nih. haha

so in conclusion, i've got infected with the bloggerinitis disease.

congrats:)

HELLLOOOOOO PEEPSSS!

okay, i'm done.

tooddlessssssssssssss!!! adios amigo.

envy you,

nana.