it's been a while since i've blog.
lol
dead blog, whatta do ...
im having writer's blog for months ..
turning book hermit that's it.
i need some inspirations ... but none.
hence, i just leave it as it is.
updates aye ..
been juggling between work & studies ...
nothing to shout about ...
but hell, Starbucks is much more fun than any of my previous jobs.
seriously.
/dead-pan face.
like they said,- The experience.
lol
it's been months since ... it happened.
to think back, im pretty much cruel
but heck, rather than drag things on, i made a decision.
a decision that conceived of tears, pain and remorse.
but it's for the best.
for you & me.
i believe.
as of now, my feeling pretty much like how a nomad feels ...
where & when i wanna leave .. i just leave.
move on day by day to see how things goes on.
i know of your grieve and suffering, but it is bits and parcels of growing up.
i know, call me a bitch but i learned it the hard way as well.
im wondering.
im wandering.
im pondering.
im stoning.
i wonder, how things will turn out ...
there is nothing you can show me or assure me ..
im always left outside alone.
it shucks.
but, im used to it.
how long do i have to hold on?
how high is my patience level that u intended to test on?
frankly speaking, im scared of you.
you, beast.
i guess ... you won't do anything because u are having the best of both world.
im feeling tired of all this shit.
when the time comes... i'll leave.
damn, my poker face comes in handy when in times like this.
till then ... /plays lady gaga - just dance.
Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Spin that record babe.
Da-doo-doo-doo
Just dance. Gonna be okay.
Duh-duh-duh-duh
Dance. Dance. Dance.
Just dance.
aight ...till the next post.
i guess i'll be updating much often cos im feeling pretty much emo.
wth ... this is an emo blog, im living up to the standard.
rofl.
toodles people.
screw it, nana
