" what a feeling."

hey,hi.

been pretty busy.
ho-hum.
i'm a ice cream seller now. lol
free ice cream everyday = heaven.
YUMZ.

i feel so shitty these few days. totally.
writers block. totally.
feeling indifferent. totally.

oh yeah, loving the song - something stupid from Nancy Sinatra feat. Frank Sinatra ( or was it the other way round?)

" I know I stand in line, until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance, I know that there's a chance
You wont be leaving with me

And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: I love you

I can see it in your eyes, that you despise the same old lies
You heard the night before
And though its just a line to you, for me its true
It never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think Ill wait until the evening gets late
And Im alone with you

The time is right your perfume fills my head, the stars get red
And oh the nights so blue
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: I love you
(I love you, I love you,...) "

yeah, something stupid like i love you.
=/ hmmmmm ... =/ =/=/=/

lol
random betul.
well, it's because i seriously don't know what to write.
any suggestion?
Karl, if you're reading this, suggest a bit la ...you curious creature.
g'night.
till next post.

tataz.

shrugs,
nana.

a walk in the park.

loving someone is scary.
it is so scary that when the person left you all alone, you'll get hurt, crumble and bitter.
hence, self-pity, self-blame and self-mutilation.
brrr ../shivers.

you'll get heartache ,
then crying nonstop,
then shutting yourself from the world,
then anger,
then hatred,
then hurting yourself
and at the end, you'll feel indifferent. totally jaded.

see how scary it is?
i don't think i can love someone so much that i'll get obssessed with him. lol.
imagine, i'll be like totally into this guy that ..somehow my life revolves around him.

O.O!!!!
i don't want to go there.
but then ...
love is only a feeling ..
which cannot be control.
if i fall in love, i fall hard.
/ouch

i still think that life goes on although being dumped or broke up.
hmmm ... well, it does hurt a lot but it is not the end of the world. There are much more important stuff than this.
now, don't tell me that i don't understand. I do have quite a few heartaches here and there. Is just ... how you deal with it instead of self-pity.
at the end of the day, our happiness does not depend on people.
He is the source of love. to me, imo.

random: i love the picture. funny. /snort.

im here for you,aight?,
nana.

7 mile

" we can make a million of promises,
but it won't make any difference,
cos, we're never gonna change."