Friday, June 27, 2008

frogs & princes.


anyone who can touch you ...
can hurt you or heal you.

anyone who can reach you...

can love you or leave you.



i bruise easily.

-natasha bedingfield-



feeling the dull pain,
nana.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

screwed & exhausted.


hey, hi.
and yes, i know ... haven't been update for such a looooonnngggg time.

firstly, malas.
secondly, writer's block. Last but not least, brain damaged.

i've screwed up my Marketing tests. and all of sudden, i feel my IQ decreasing day by day ...

why can't i just be smart a little?

why can't i be much more hardworking a little?

why can't i get good result?

sheessshhhh ...


really. crossing fingers that this semester i can make it ... and at least increase my CGPA.
sigh ..

on random note - i'm thinking of applying the SIA stewardess position after graduate. this one memang random. lol


okays la ... will update later on ..

ja, mata ne.
byebye


heavy duty,

nana

Friday, June 6, 2008

erase/rewind.



hey,hi.
the love for money ... is evil.
it can strain any relationships.
it can change you.
it can blind you.
it can stop you from caring.
it kills you inside, then you are not yourself anymore.
but heck, people are still letting the evilness grow inside.


i think i've been victimized by the person who are corrupted by it.
i am not sure but that's how i felt.
show me then, that you're not like that.
because you are not like that when im young.
but things have changed now ... i suppose.
where's the love... i can't feel it.
or the r'ship has been strained years ago
and we didn't do anything 'bout it.




Look into her eyes
You can see she's crying out
She hides behind her smile
You can see the pain of doubt
And if you would hold her close
You could feel the brokenness inside
You would know she feels alone
She feels empty


Listen to her now
Broken is a beautiful sound
She's a little scared
She's afraid of falling further down
But maybe if you let her know
And gave her just a little hope
Somehow if she knew the truth
She'd come alive


In the end
We will learn
Actions speak louder then our words


She needs more than a hug on a holiday
She needs more than a smile on a Sunday
She's not looking for you to fix what's wrong
She really wants to know
Really wants to know she belongs
She needs more than a love song


*fireflight - more than a love song.




confused,
nana.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

big girls don't cry.



pardon me for not updating my blog ...
short semester just started ..and heck, the schedule is jam-packed like a sardin can.
i can't even breathe normally and i breathe twice the speed ...
sheesh .. it's just started and it's already very suffocating enough.


although i'm taking 2 subjects this sem ..but 2 enough to kill my brain and leave me brain dead by the end of it. oh well, every week ... there's test ..and there's team project and there's final exam .. all in 1 month period.


so the nyawa-nyawa ikan adee ..













aihhh .. so stressful these days ..and to those who says studying is freaking easy to me right now .. im so gonna HEADSHOT that person. hmph! >(












on random note:
i'm in those Jappie mood now ... Jdorama the BEST!

aight ... toodles people, update later ...
/bang




harajuku girl,
nana.