are you in or are you out?

you're such a bothersome prick.
no, you're not celebrity and couldn't care much about you, aight.

urgh, hmm..i'm convincing myself that i do not care when it is so bloody obvious that i care about you which is partly the cause of my massive headache.
(dramatic a bit =P )

shoot.

it is totally weighing me down like an elephant on my head and ..heck i felt like the gravity is three times the force.

i am trying so hard to stand back, and have the guts to just look at you in the eyes and says, "hey,hi ... i'm GOOD, you greenish sticky booger." with a Doh-face.

but sadly, things or words that we've prepared in mind to screamed at THAT particular person, it'll just dissolve into thin air when THAT person stand in front of us.

what a joke. where's all the fume, mahn! come on, this is not happening ...

it is because of THE EYES, THAT BLOODY EVIL EYES ...

somehow it may sound cheesy, as for me ..eyes sometimes reflected how you feel inside. and no .. i have not gone cuckoo yet and im no psychic.
is just ... my gut feeling. hence, i'm indeed a soft hearted person who will just ...forgive and forget.

aight, so it happens here that ...

whenever i look into your eyes, i know you still cares.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know you've a special place in my heart.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that no matter how you treat me, im not mad.at all.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that you'll put a smile on my face when in fact, im crying.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that your action speaks louder than words.

so, wa-lah. there goes the the fume ...
there goes the hatred ...
there goes the constipated look that's constantly on my face when all those anger bottled up inside ...

magically, POOF! everything just turned plain simple and comforting.

oh bugger.

can someone just bloody shoot me already?
seriously.

on random note:

tra la la la~

i'm a happy girl, alas! =D

nachos ...my source of happiness, for now.

/blek

murderous look,
nana