wonder & ponder.

sometimes i think that closeness are the one that makes people drifted apart from one another.

why do i say so, aye?

i think that it's the reason because the closer we get, there is an emotional bond between us and the person. thus, if there is anything goes wrong or words wrongly used might be the caused of the downfall of a friendship. (imo, heck.)

come on, don't tell me that there is no emotional attached at all .. if no, then too bad la ..either you're a robot or inhuman.

personally, i would love getting closer with a person but the more closer i am, the more i am scared of being drifted apart.

to think that - words that used to be harmless turned to words that shaken me emotionally.
to think that - the person all of sudden acted unusual made me wondering what have i done wrong.
to think that - once you've gotten closer with the person, the person might take you for granted.
to think that - all these while ... you're being gullible towards the whole thingy.

normally people would just brushed it off by saying, " come on, don't think too much, aight?" or "why complicate things even more?"

well, sadly i ain't that normal, i cherish every r'ship/friendship that i have shared with people that i've encountered with but unfortunately i am not always that lucky to have someone i can trust.

i had been pondering all the things i have mentioned above because i do not want things to change and would love things to stay the way it is.

i do not wanted the r'ship nor friendship to be drifted apart just like that.

but wth, i might think this way ... where else, people might think the other way.

what am i suppose to do then?

frankly, i do not even know how ... so, yeah. it's been bothering me most of the time.

why things have to change and people drifting away?

wondering,
nana