" don't speak."

nothing much to say.
uneventful much.

it's a dead blog till i get my own bloody line.
hence, the m.i.a

and karl, u better visit my blog eventhough it's dead.
bwahahhaahhahahahaah!!!

toodles.

" ngao."

por laew.

chun mai yaa fang.
chun mai yaa roo.
brod yaa tam hai chun ruk ter.

khun mai mee hua jai.
khun jai rai.

por laew.

" i'm feeling crappy."

WHAT.THE.HELL.

pfft!
i despised those people who called people NOOB.
hello sunshine, you( those inconsiderate pricks) have been a noob before alright.
you've started from scratch as well...hunt this and that and what not ... killed this bloody monster and some cockroaches ..hence, you pricks are not in the right place to bloody show off and calling other ppl who are new to it NOOB.

it's is FREAKING annoying when i'm playing and enjoying the game halfway when all of a sudden i got stamped with the noob title ...JUST BECAUSE i am new to the bloody game and all of it.
and just because i cannot seem to understand some parts of it.

so what if your character is way higher lvl?
i can get there as well ...bugger.

and oh by the way, to those who take game seriously like it's a matter of life and death and worst, simply scold/curse people just because your team lost or the big boss kicked your team's asses,
you're simply childish and mad.

game itself is very entertaining until it got ruined by you lots.
game itself is for ppl to have fun and enjoy it until it got ruined by you lots, again.
game is for ppl to know another person (MMORPG games, especially)*sing song voice*
BOLLOOOOOCCKKKKSS!!!!! pure bollocks.
*rolled eyes, sarcastic tone* oh right, is for PPL to curse/scold/called ppl noob and etc.

okays, done ranting. but i'm still boiling mad.
urgh!

&%^&*^$*(&()*$)_()_($*^&*@^*(#*)@(_$(@)&$^*(&%^@*()$(_#)&*)_+#%*@)(!!!!!!!!!!!

pissed,
nana

" what a feeling."

hey,hi.

been pretty busy.
ho-hum.
i'm a ice cream seller now. lol
free ice cream everyday = heaven.
YUMZ.

i feel so shitty these few days. totally.
writers block. totally.
feeling indifferent. totally.

oh yeah, loving the song - something stupid from Nancy Sinatra feat. Frank Sinatra ( or was it the other way round?)

" I know I stand in line, until you think you have the time
To spend an evening with me
And if we go someplace to dance, I know that there's a chance
You wont be leaving with me

And afterwards we drop into a quiet little place
And have a drink or two
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: I love you

I can see it in your eyes, that you despise the same old lies
You heard the night before
And though its just a line to you, for me its true
It never seemed so right before

I practice every day to find some clever lines to say
To make the meaning come through
But then I think Ill wait until the evening gets late
And Im alone with you

The time is right your perfume fills my head, the stars get red
And oh the nights so blue
And then I go and spoil it all, by saying something stupid
Like: I love you
(I love you, I love you,...) "

yeah, something stupid like i love you.
=/ hmmmmm ... =/ =/=/=/

lol
random betul.
well, it's because i seriously don't know what to write.
any suggestion?
Karl, if you're reading this, suggest a bit la ...you curious creature.
g'night.
till next post.

tataz.

shrugs,
nana.

a walk in the park.

loving someone is scary.
it is so scary that when the person left you all alone, you'll get hurt, crumble and bitter.
hence, self-pity, self-blame and self-mutilation.
brrr ../shivers.

you'll get heartache ,
then crying nonstop,
then shutting yourself from the world,
then anger,
then hatred,
then hurting yourself
and at the end, you'll feel indifferent. totally jaded.

see how scary it is?
i don't think i can love someone so much that i'll get obssessed with him. lol.
imagine, i'll be like totally into this guy that ..somehow my life revolves around him.

O.O!!!!
i don't want to go there.
but then ...
love is only a feeling ..
which cannot be control.
if i fall in love, i fall hard.
/ouch

i still think that life goes on although being dumped or broke up.
hmmm ... well, it does hurt a lot but it is not the end of the world. There are much more important stuff than this.
now, don't tell me that i don't understand. I do have quite a few heartaches here and there. Is just ... how you deal with it instead of self-pity.
at the end of the day, our happiness does not depend on people.
He is the source of love. to me, imo.

random: i love the picture. funny. /snort.

im here for you,aight?,
nana.

7 mile

" we can make a million of promises,
but it won't make any difference,
cos, we're never gonna change."

he said, she said.

i've been wondering, am i selfish?

is it wrong feeling suffocated when people sorta expect me to spend more time with them when i feel like i would love to have my own personal time?

or am i just being plain selfish and inconsiderate?

some people would make a big deal out of it.
all i want is some personal time. wrong?

sigh. i feel so bad.
i'm a witch.
definitely.

if online also wrong, i dunno wad to say adee.
lazy.

life is not a fairy tale.
i'm just a simple practical girl.
not your typical girl who's hoping for a prince.
/snort.

these days, i'm :
constipated.
frisky.
cranky.

oh book, book where art thou, book?
i need to grab couple of books and lock myself in a room.
ahhhhh ...bliss.

don't get me wrong people.
i love you people.
maybe i am just having some pms/mood swing.
or tired.
i'm sorry if i ever, EVER upset you people, k?

yours truly,
nana.

because i'm a girl.

oh dear, classes starts today.
sigh.
another crazy semester.
=/

i love rainy days.
i love walking under the rain.
'cos ... by walking under the rain,
noone can see me crying.

on the outside ...
all they see is happy.
so .. let me put on the poker face a little longer.

zombie,
nana.

kau pelangi dihati ini.

"oh teman tak pernah ku lupa,
persahabatan kita,
oh kawan ingin ku bertanya
masihkan kau setia,
kerna kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun...ohh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini...
ohh..kau pelangi
oh..selama ini
oh..kau pelangi...kau pelangi..
oh..selama ini....

bertahun berlalu tanpa diri mu
masihkah kau ragu
semuanya berubah kini ketemu
apakah daya ku
kerna kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun..oh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini...
ohh...kau pelangi
ohh..selama ini
ohh...kau pelangi cahaya di hati
selepas hujan turun..ohh
kerna kau pelangi di hati ini
selama ini....."

::izzy mohamed - pelangi::

this song is uber addictive ... and it makes me teary. i love this song to bits.

sighhhhh ..
lets just say that this holiday ...is sorta lifeless.
books, cuppa hot choco and sofa.
online - msning & mangaing.

seriously, not in the mood to get out of my comforting cave.
and then ...
many things hit me ..real hard.
many many things.
im a happy girl, really.
but i dunno ... i feel like i've been walking in a circle.
round and round and round it goes.
tears feep flowing down ...neverending.
im gonna get dehydration soon. lol

mistakes ... i've realized it but somehow i tend to repeat it again.
i've learned but again, i repeat it.
why so? im wondering.
if i were to ask for forgiveness for each repeated mistakes, i think He would be very upset and malas nak layan me adee.
lol

lovely, this blog is like turning emo again.
/snort
but heck, is my blog neways.

but peeps, don't be confuse. i am seriously a happy girl. ^^
is just ... i tend to think a lot at times. when i'm, alone especially.
BWAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ...
ciao.
xoxo

a song for me,
nana

call me Princess, thank you very much. :)

this post inspired by kon-kon.
as we were chatting in msn, he said "hmmmm, i just thought about something last night, you're like living a reverse-harlem anime drama."

LOL

truthfully, i ain't that pretty or some girl that pop-out from FHM.
but to me, it's personality that counts.
perhaps, little did i know, my personality actually attracts these people.
oh, grow up. stop snickering, laugh or snort, you people.

LOL

i'm no angel but i do love making people enjoy my company when i'm with them.
hence, i'm unpredictable and mad.
full of madness, sakainess and oh yeah, i'm cheeky.

and oh, these people(read:guys) actually made me realized a few stuff 'bout people and life.
hoho sounded deep but yeah, i think i actually use my brain to think a while instead of oozing around the house. hell yeah, im the pro oozer here. and i'm sure somebody would happily second that sentence. XD

i would like to say im glad i've bumped into these people that ...emmm ...:

>> saved me from my confused self and overcome my tainted past.
>> shows me maturity and to talk using my brains instead of boobs.
>>made me realized that everyone deserve a second chance and not being judgemental.
>>reminded me that long distance relationship needed full commitment and trust.
>>reminded me that guys are also human and yes, they're also emotionally weak at times./pats i'm here, aight. xoxo

p/s: and i think, kon kon ... true, i memang live in reverse-harlem world. LOL
alahhhhh you also enjoy my madness whenever we hang out la. donk.

i'm a happy girl.
roar!

o-hime-sama,
nana.

Funeral for a friend.

seriously, i just don't get it.
she always contradict her words and when she knows that she's wrong ...
she'll start saying hurtful words.

she is the one that kononnya encourage sharing problems and talk to her when i'm having confusion or whatsoever.
but when i did have such situations, there she goes ... blames, calling me names, shoot me with MK-16 and gave me the i-told-you-so look.
and oh, favourite bullet - relate my not-related matters to my faith & beliefs.

sometimes i do wonder, why do i even bother to please her?

im out of ideas.
im so worned out.
im numb.
and heck, i don;t freaking bother anymore.
BIAK PI.

okays, done ranting.
hey,hi. byes.

dilemma dotter,
nana.

are you in or are you out?

you're such a bothersome prick.
no, you're not celebrity and couldn't care much about you, aight.

urgh, hmm..i'm convincing myself that i do not care when it is so bloody obvious that i care about you which is partly the cause of my massive headache.
(dramatic a bit =P )

shoot.

it is totally weighing me down like an elephant on my head and ..heck i felt like the gravity is three times the force.

i am trying so hard to stand back, and have the guts to just look at you in the eyes and says, "hey,hi ... i'm GOOD, you greenish sticky booger." with a Doh-face.

but sadly, things or words that we've prepared in mind to screamed at THAT particular person, it'll just dissolve into thin air when THAT person stand in front of us.

what a joke. where's all the fume, mahn! come on, this is not happening ...

it is because of THE EYES, THAT BLOODY EVIL EYES ...

somehow it may sound cheesy, as for me ..eyes sometimes reflected how you feel inside. and no .. i have not gone cuckoo yet and im no psychic.
is just ... my gut feeling. hence, i'm indeed a soft hearted person who will just ...forgive and forget.

aight, so it happens here that ...

whenever i look into your eyes, i know you still cares.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know you've a special place in my heart.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that no matter how you treat me, im not mad.at all.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that you'll put a smile on my face when in fact, im crying.
whenever i look into your eyes, i know that your action speaks louder than words.

so, wa-lah. there goes the the fume ...
there goes the hatred ...
there goes the constipated look that's constantly on my face when all those anger bottled up inside ...

magically, POOF! everything just turned plain simple and comforting.

oh bugger.

can someone just bloody shoot me already?
seriously.

on random note:

tra la la la~

i'm a happy girl, alas! =D

nachos ...my source of happiness, for now.

/blek

murderous look,
nana

frogs & princes.

anyone who can touch you ...
can hurt you or heal you.
anyone who can reach you...
can love you or leave you.


i bruise easily.

-natasha bedingfield-

feeling the dull pain,
nana.

screwed & exhausted.

hey, hi.
and yes, i know ... haven't been update for such a looooonnngggg time.
firstly, malas. secondly, writer's block. Last but not least, brain damaged.

i've screwed up my Marketing tests. and all of sudden, i feel my IQ decreasing day by day ...
why can't i just be smart a little?
why can't i be much more hardworking a little?
why can't i get good result?
sheessshhhh ...

really. crossing fingers that this semester i can make it ... and at least increase my CGPA. sigh ..

on random note - i'm thinking of applying the SIA stewardess position after graduate. this one memang random. lol

okays la ... will update later on ..
ja, mata ne. byebye

heavy duty,
nana

erase/rewind.

hey,hi.

the love for money ... is evil.

it can strain any relationships.

it can change you.

it can blind you.

it can stop you from caring.

it kills you inside, then you are not yourself anymore.

but heck, people are still letting the evilness grow inside.

i think i've been victimized by the person who are corrupted by it.

i am not sure but that's how i felt.

show me then, that you're not like that.

because you are not like that when im young.

but things have changed now ... i suppose.

where's the love... i can't feel it.

or the r'ship has been strained years ago

and we didn't do anything 'bout it.

Look into her eyes

You can see she's crying out

She hides behind her smile

You can see the pain of doubt

And if you would hold her close

You could feel the brokenness inside

You would know she feels alone

She feels empty

Listen to her now

Broken is a beautiful sound

She's a little scared

She's afraid of falling further down

But maybe if you let her know

And gave her just a little hope

Somehow if she knew the truth

She'd come alive

In the end

We will learn

Actions speak louder then our words

She needs more than a hug on a holiday

She needs more than a smile on a Sunday

She's not looking for you to fix what's wrong

She really wants to know

Really wants to know she belongs

She needs more than a love song

*fireflight - more than a love song.

confused,

nana.

big girls don't cry.

pardon me for not updating my blog ...

short semester just started ..and heck, the schedule is jam-packed like a sardin can.
i can't even breathe normally and i breathe twice the speed ...

sheesh .. it's just started and it's already very suffocating enough.

although i'm taking 2 subjects this sem ..but 2 enough to kill my brain and leave me brain dead by the end of it. oh well, every week ... there's test ..and there's team project and there's final exam .. all in 1 month period.

so the nyawa-nyawa ikan adee ..













aihhh .. so stressful these days ..and to those who says studying is freaking easy to me right now .. im so gonna HEADSHOT that person. hmph! >(

on random note:

i'm in those Jappie mood now ... Jdorama the BEST!

aight ... toodles people, update later ...
/bang

harajuku girl,

nana.

yesterday once more.

hey,hi peeps.

GREETINGS FROM SINGAPORE!!!

it's a SHOPPING galore for me hehehe ...

the clothes here are hella cheap ..my goodness.

obviously, if you don't convert it back to M'sia ringgit or you won't be able to...shop. at.all.

and yups, on all the overrated rumors ...about S'pore being a very clean country with efficient facilities and stuff ...yada yada yada.... are not only rumors...it is CLEAN and SATISFYING.

-________-''

*psst .. M'sia please la .. buck-up and improve the bloody country. sheesh!

it can be consider as a very satisfying holiday for a week ..geez.

hence, i'm thinking about applying a job here after grad ...S'pore is my 2nd consideration. =]

leaving S'pore soon. feeling a little ... sad.

obviously is not the shopping but the time i spent here ...

spending time with my godmum's family ... it's awesome ..

it's just like when i was small ... the warm fuzzy feeling inside ..

i'm loved. =]

sigh .. semester starting real soon .. and i'm all lazy to even check my schedule for my new sem ...

so the DEMOTIVATED.

what the heck is wrong with me?

hence, i blame it all on my holiday ..

/roar.

oh, on random note .. im hella broke. PFFT!!!!

aight, ciao~

so the pokai,

nana

besame mucho.

" Besame, besame mucho

Como si fuera esta noche la última vez

Besame, besame mucho

Que tengo miedo a perderte, perderte despues

Quiero sentirte muy cerca mirarme en tus ojos verte junto a mí

Piensa que tal vez mañana yo ya estare lejos, muy lejos de ti."

it's irreplacable.

it won't fade away.

it's still stirrring inside.

it's insatiable.

siano i baci le parole d'amore che non ti dico,
nana.

this is love.

" the precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems

forgiven i'm alive restored set free

Your majesty resides inside of me

forever I believe forever I believe

arrested by Your truth and righteousness

Your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness

convicted by Your spirit led by Your word

Your love will never fail

i know You gave

the world Your only Son for us

to know Your name

to live within the Saviour's love

He took my place

knowing He'd be crucified

And You loved ... You loved a people undeserving."

-Hillsong [saviour king] : to know Your name.-

in You, i've found peace.

in You, i've found strength.

in You, i've found forgiveness.

in You, i've found faithfulness.

in You, i've found unconditional love.

in You, i've found truth, the light, the hope.

i can do all things through You.

i love You.

wrapped in Your arms,

nana.

i'll always have you, just like a tattoo.

oh yeah, i've finally decided.

i'm gonna get tattooed. yes ppl, TATTOO!

mwehehehehe .. with the design i always had on my mind ..which is a lizard, scorpion or bunch of stars on my ankle. i think it's awesome.

i'm not sure about the design yet ... but pretty sure i want it either by the ankle or my back near shoulder. hmmm ... can't seem to make up my mind now yet.

i heard it's gonna hurt like hell, but heck .. i seriously want it. mwehehehe!!!

uh huh, good girl gone bad. but then, i was never a good girl. ooppsiee! terbongkar rahsia! =P

/scribble scribble

tattooo ...piercing ...change of wardrobe.

oh yeah, on the 18th till 25th May, i'll be in S'pore ...enjoying my last week of holiday.

let's just say, the thought of it it's so much fun ...but then, when i looked at the current currency exchange rate, i wanted to faint. It has increased adee .. 2.3 something i guess. sheesh, doubled! so yeah, this trip to s'pore im not looking forward to go anyways. Just to teman me godmum. /pouts

the one im looking forward to is my Phuket trip weiihhh ..haha i just love my half hometown, Thailand. currency exchange rate i think is still the same as ever and hell yeah, shopping paradise ... most importantly, thai hunks! so the yummilicious haha! /drooooling.

Just look at him, P'Aum Atichart. so hella fine.

P'Aum, ruk khun maak maak na! jub jub!!!!! hehe =D

/drool even more.

so yeah, I JUST CAN'T WAIT!

/wobble wobble.

somehow, im gonna travel much now that my passport sudah revived. haha is time to exploit it. mwehehehe ..

/evil smirk.

toodles~

bikini chick on the loose,

nana.

fly like a butterfly & sting like a bee.

been dancing at home a lot.

my waist aching, proven, lack of dancing or i'm getting older and my body not that flexible adee?

sheeesh. haha but it feel so good ... to just dance to the rhythm of the music ...

oh well, also depends on which type of music ... i would love to groove to trance-like music ... new-age and easiest R&B type

... just let the music flow thru your body ... set yourself loose ...

i feel sooooo much ALIVEEEEEEEEE !!!!!! hohoho ...

BT or Tiesto, tough choice, heck ... hence, i'm loving both awesome DJ.

yups, BINGO ... now is the Trance season for me. hohoho ..

/dancing sexy moves ... in trance ...

toodles people.

this strange effect,

nana

HOLIDAYYYYYYYYYY!!!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO ...

im on holiday, FINALLY.

/wobble wobble.

well, nothing much ler ... as of this holiday, i'll be going to S'pore with godma & god sis.

oh well, yeah ... get to see what so great about S'pore that people go goo-gaa over it, especially when mention about Orchard Road.

hahahaha ...

hmmm .. oh yeah, MANGA MARATHOOOOONNNNNN weihhh ... and also ANIME MARATHOOONNN ...

come on, i know i might sounded weird or may end up being otakus, but hey, i've endured the temptation enough ...suffered enough ... throughout the weeks before final exam. Now is the time to catch up. so yeah ..wth. HOHOHOHO ...

/wobble wobble

/celebrating & dancing

/singing Madonna's Holiday.

hey,hi. im so hiiiiiggghhhh ... =]

smiling from ear to ear,

nana

Groovieeeeee.

Currently Groving on:

Frank Sinatra & FireFlight.

AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME =D

oh well, Frankie boy, he is uber famous and do i have to even bother to intro him. (desperate to know more, duh, google him up to find out. LOL)

oh well, he is the guy who famous for the song -

IIII DIIIDDD ITTTT MYYYYYYY WAYYYYYYYY

go figure. =P

He had the most AWESOME voice, ever and i just fell in love.

made my heart sway and yearn for more.

try listening to:

The girl from iPanema.

Something Stupid.

Fly me to the moon.

/wobble wobble

Now, introducing FireFlight, an American christian rock band.

now now, who says christians are boring dudes & duddettes. =P

loving them now ... especially the lead singer.

She got the attitude aight.

ROCK ON!!!

Try listening to:



You Decide.
More than a love song.
Unbreakable.

/wobble wobble





aights, that's about it.

lifeless these days because it's THE exam week. so yeah.

IT'S A WRAPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!

intoxicated,

nana.

wonder & ponder.

sometimes i think that closeness are the one that makes people drifted apart from one another.

why do i say so, aye?

i think that it's the reason because the closer we get, there is an emotional bond between us and the person. thus, if there is anything goes wrong or words wrongly used might be the caused of the downfall of a friendship. (imo, heck.)

come on, don't tell me that there is no emotional attached at all .. if no, then too bad la ..either you're a robot or inhuman.

personally, i would love getting closer with a person but the more closer i am, the more i am scared of being drifted apart.

to think that - words that used to be harmless turned to words that shaken me emotionally.
to think that - the person all of sudden acted unusual made me wondering what have i done wrong.
to think that - once you've gotten closer with the person, the person might take you for granted.
to think that - all these while ... you're being gullible towards the whole thingy.

normally people would just brushed it off by saying, " come on, don't think too much, aight?" or "why complicate things even more?"

well, sadly i ain't that normal, i cherish every r'ship/friendship that i have shared with people that i've encountered with but unfortunately i am not always that lucky to have someone i can trust.

i had been pondering all the things i have mentioned above because i do not want things to change and would love things to stay the way it is.

i do not wanted the r'ship nor friendship to be drifted apart just like that.

but wth, i might think this way ... where else, people might think the other way.

what am i suppose to do then?

frankly, i do not even know how ... so, yeah. it's been bothering me most of the time.

why things have to change and people drifting away?

wondering,
nana

i heart E12.

*hoho malacca trip, part of the members only. ;]

I HEART E12.

to think back, back then i was pretty depressed, lost and lonely when i first came to KL ... hmm correction: ever since i was in penang. Many things happened, from bad to worst until i felt numb and indifferent about myself. Im so losing it.

then came one fine day, when Ju invited me to his cell group, E12.

all in all, in E12, i've found my peace and happiness and better yet, my first love and forever He will be.

Throughout the time i've spend wit E12 members, i found myself changed and learned a lot, oh well still learning. HOHO ..

from quiet, lost, cold to the person i used to be - bubbly, happy and warm.

and from this cell group, i've learned to forgive and forget, take critics in positive ways and most importantly, to love one another.

but then as time goes by, we've multiplied to at least 20 people in E12. Praise God, but then ...it's time to part into 2 CG now .. E12 and E36 based on location.
somehow i feel sad about it but happy at the same time ... sad 'cos we're parting into 2 groups now ... =/ and happy cos we've multiplied! hoho ..

oh well, i will miss those funny, loving, warm members i have grown to love more and more each day. XOXO i heart you people. =]

im part of the family,

nana

a missing puzzle.

there is something missing.

i am sure of it.

is it just me or you?

it is not really the same anymore, i guess.

i know and i know, i am not the best that you've wished for.

but i've tried and will keep on trying.

*on random notes: coursework's marks, not bad for this semester. oh well, i shud start studying hoho. sigh. SO FREAKING FAST.

wth.

-_________-

indifferent,

nana.

untitled.

okay, pop goes my ranting:

why can't those who are in a relationship talk to others e.g FRIENDS.
why is it that people will judge you if you talk to the opposite sex just because you are in a relationship? Why people who are in love often get insecure? Why people said they treasure friendship but it goes downhill once they found their partner?

okay, here's what I think and somehow it work best for me:

1. I think is okay to talk to the opposite sex, as long as you know yourself what status you're in e.g: GF, BF or whatsoever title the partner called you. come on la, insecurities, misunderstandings and opinions, let the couple decide and clear it off on their own.

2. As long as the partner knows who the person you are talking to, it's perfectly FINE! Nothing to hide, right?(oh well, imo. ;p)

3. In a relationship, does not mean that you do not have to communicate at all to the world and live in your own fairy tale world thingy ya know. People needs to communicate to others as our life goes on or we are gonna end up like the guy in I AM LEGEND, LOST OF HUMAN TOUCH. so, issit wrong to talk to the opposite sex?

4. Friends are not meant to be treated good when you are single then dumped them aside once you've found your partner and then run back to them when you're out of love. Well, it is like USING people. I believe eventhough you're in love with your partner, there is a time where you can just spend time with friends. come on people, time management!

5. In a relationship, jealousy is there but how you handle them is another thing. TALK TALK and TALK to your partner. In a relationship, it is much more than just LUST and LOVE. Understanding, Trust, Communication (talk when you don't feel right) and Honesty. With this, i bet you can turn insecurity into security.

Partners, loving a person is when you have achieve understanding, it is not how much you have control over the person that you get obssess with your GF/BF that you have turned into a monster. Without understanding, no relationship can go far or move a level higher. With Obssession and Possessive, you will lose the one you love dearly. think again?

sigh, to think of it, why do you want to let jealousy and insecurity replace the love that firstly drawn you to your partner?

alright. phewww there goes my steam .. half dead.

I think i'm done for now. ^*(&%^$%^$^%^&

WTH,
nana

IM NOT DEAD ...YET

hello people,

hoho i'm not dead yet ...

just that i've caught a LAZY bug which prevented me from doing anything which includes updating my blog. hehe

these days i've been procrastinating a lot, constipated and lazy.

oh wells, UPDATES UPDATES UPDATES.

1. THANKS MUMMIE for renewing my passport so i can go for holidays. woot woot ... S'pore & Phuket, HERE I COME. XOXO

2. THANKS PAPPIE for an awesome dinner for me bday. XOXO

3. THANKS Alan for being such a sweet popcorn. He gave me a Mickey tote bag for pressie. awesome ,seriously. hugs.

4. THANKS E12, for the wonderful jacket i've been drooling on for weeks =]

Most of all, thanks for being such a lovely cell group that no matter how emo i am, you ppl just cheered me up. <3<3

okays, the happiness ends there and stresssness(??) starts here:

MY FINAL EXAMS STARTS ON 28th APRIL!!!

so the demotivated now ... but have to start studying or my pappie is so gonna kill me and there goes my holiday.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY !!!

i'm SOOOoooooOOooo not gonna let that happen.

alright, for my holiday trips, i'm gonna work my butts off.

/put on specs.

byebye lazy bum, hello misonerdie.

BWAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.

couldn't-care-bout-nething-but-HOLIDAYS,

nana